Trust.... You put trust in the people around you. It comes as natural as breathing. Talk to somebody about a problem with the trust they won't mention it to anybody. Trust in somebody not to talk bad about you behind you back. Trust in a lover not to do something that makes you angry. Yet all of these fail. Only because we are human. We give and take trust as if it were candy and all we get is hurt like a cativty. As you listen to a friend say something about you when they don't think your listening... thats hurt. When you lover does something repeatly that makes you angry and uneasy... thats hurt. When you talk to somebody about a problem you're having they feel it nesscary to tell others... thats hurt. Truth is somebody hurts you everyday.. whether or not you know it. Something makes you so angry that you want to kill the person standing right in front of you. Yet you don't. You act fake. Everybody acts fake. Because we fear change. Of course you don't want to express anything to that person who hurt you, why would you do that.. it would change so much. So instead you smile and be nice around them. But thats how a human works. Yet when it comes down to it... you would die for that person who cut open your heart. Then they can see how fake they were. How they couldn't even tell you a problem they had with you. Or stop doing something that made you angry. They didn't even exercise the thought of trying. So as life goes on you can't trust anybody, cause nobody is real. So when trust gets broken you lose something inside. And it hurts deeply. But instead of being real you become fake and stupid.

Jealously.. is it a thing you can make go away? Or just another human emotion. Why do you feel you must compete to become number one in the somebodies eyes? Or you must have all attention on you. Does it make you feel any better? Thats when you know when your trully alone in this world. When you experience jealously. It just shows that you can't be with somebody without getting jealous they they have another girl or guy in the equation. Cause you don't want that girl or guy to be there. They don't need to be there. But they are. And thats something you just have to live with. No matter how many fits you throw. Or how many times you bring it up. It'll never go away. Or you get jealous that a person got regonized for work they didn't do. All natural things to get jealous about yet other people ask you why your so jealous over them? Those are the people you want to stab over and over again when the first stab all ready killed them. They are human just like you.... surely they would understand why jealously is in your mind. But they don't.. instead they ask stupid questions when all they need to do is shut up cause its none of their business. Everyday everybody gets jealous over something. From lovers to work to school to the neighbors. Its all around ... learn to live with it.